My little one, alone in the world...

Dear Nick, I've got to do better for you. I must try and be a better father. I must be more patient. This is my confession. I get so angry sometimes. I forget your challenges and get frustrated with an apparent lack of effort. Or I magnify your challenges into an insurmountable colossus where any effort is futile. You're not trying to be difficult, I know this. You can't help it. I try to be good, but when I fail, I can't help it either. All I can do is start again, and forgive myself and forgive you, and hope that you forgive me too. Love, Dad