I wait, and I worry...

Dear Nicky,

I returned home this evening after a long day and a long drive.  My mother is at last due to be fed solid food.  Hopefully, this will help her recovery, but I'm not sure that it will. I feel guilt, sorrow, pity, and anger.  You may never know fully what I'm talking about.  I'm not sure I'll ever be able to explain, even if I knew myself.  The only certainty is my love for my children.

Love,
Dad